• Recovery

    “Well, that was the best ‘rock bottom’ ever.” Our friend and neighbour Michelle has a gift for summing things up tidily. And this was no exception. It was August 19, 2013. I had just…

  • I don’t like you! I love you.

    It’s 7:25 AM, any random weekday. Puddy is on the bed, purring and pacing. Simon (9) has a blanket pulled over his head, pretending that this isn’t happening. It’s as if it’s the first…

  • A Rare Progressive Day

    I’ll never forget September 4, 1984. It was a Tuesday — a day that would later be called Landslide — and I was working the closing shift at MacLean’s, a one-cashier country grocery in…

  • Thoughts on harvest

    I really wish I knew when it’s the right moment to harvest tomatoes. I have four different varieties growing on my third floor deck: The ubiquitous Big Beef, familiar Homstead, and a collection of…

  • Letter from Syria. Radio silence from Canada.

    As the town receded into the distance, I thought: Well, at least if I’m being driven into the desert to be raped and killed, this was beautiful. It’s lonely at the border of Syria…

  • Long Night of Valentine Pussy

    It was nearly 1:30 a.m. by the time we collapsed in bed, hearts pounding, sweaty. Neither one of us thought we’d be able to sleep. The carpet burns and throbbing scratch marks were almost…

  • Ten days on my knees opened my eyes

    “We were there to suffer. The suffering wasn’t a by-product; it was the point. I started to accept this, and quit fighting it. I realized that facing anxiety and pain without any way to…

  • Playing with fire

    I loved how neighbours would dash from their bungalows as the delicate licks of flame danced with the wind across the tips of sun-browned April field weed. One little spark could become a rapidly…